Life is going good. The sun is out, it looks like a great day today, and I can outside without feeling like i'm going to freeze to death.
Just last night I had sushi for the first time. I don't think I love it, but it's tolerable. Like, i can see why people like it. Me? Just give me potstickers and rice and egg rolls and I'm happy.
Boys. Ugh, boys. At the moment, I think there are 3 guys after me. I know of at least one. the other two are just thoughts/word of mouth. But oh boy...I don't know what to do! I mean, I want to find a guy, fall in love, blah blah blah...but I'm just not ready for it now. I'm not ready to be married. Do I want to? Of course I do. But I need to grow up some more, I think. I think I need to learn a little more about myself before I'm totally ready to settle down.
What do i want to be when I grow up? Um, good question. All I really want to be is a mom. But life is unpredicitable, and I want to be prepared for the unexpected. But I don't know if I can teach English or not. I just want to write.
Ever since I was 13, I discovered a way to play make-believe while still sounding somewhat sane: writing. Ever since then, I've come up with lots of ideas (who am I kidding? I ALWAYS have ideas.) for stories. Will I ever get published? I don't know. I'd like to, but I honestly don't know.
I'd like a paus button for life. I just need to think about things here.
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ReplyDeletefirst just because you like someone doesn't mean you will marry them. Go have fun if it's right you'll go to the next level, if its not you'll break it off. Take it easy and have fun, that's what college is all about
Second: if you want to write get a freaking degree in writing. do what you want with your life - it is what YOU make it. This is the time of your life to explore and figure things out. don't panic, work hard and have fun.
I also agree with Josh. English is for analyzing what others have written. Writing is for exploring your own voice. I think you and I should team up and write a novel. I got a plot, you gotta help me with the characters. So far I got 3, need more than that for a story, right?
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