Monday, October 15, 2012

Update

Hey, everyone! Just letting you all know I'm doing a lot better since my last blog post. I feel it's only safe to tell you I wrote that months ago as I thought about my past, and only after a while did I gain the courage to even post something like that. It wasn't easy, but I'm glad I did it.

To use a rather gross metaphor, it's like throwing up. Now, I hate this with a passion. But now that it's out...I feel better. I do feel a little weak and achey, and a little embarrassed that you had to see that side of me. But being honest is something I need to do more of. Especially with my feelings.

On a very happy note, I met Lindsey Stirling (AHGHAGHAGHAHGASOAWESOME!) last week, and that was very much a life changing experience. Watching her play live filled me with a desire to do everything with the same passion that she does. And I'm excited to start actually doing what I want to do and ignoring that stupid voice in the back of my head that's been telling me, "No, no don't do this. No one will care." Sorry, nagging doubts, you're getting shown the door.

What am I working on? Well...I don't know if I'm quite ready to admit that just yet...When I get there, you'll all know. I'll probably start posting photos of my work in progress. We'll see. Just keep supporting me, guys. Just because I'm happy doesn't mean I no longer need support. I always need support; everyone does. It's what makes the difference between failure and success. So, keep cheering me on, and I'll keep doing great.

Let a new adventure begin...